Evening musings

I realised today as I sat and wrote my blog post that I was really enjoying the sense of connection that I have when I sit and write. Just as at one point making  jewellery was a way into meeting with the fairies and the elementals it seems now that writing is my way forward. I have been wanting for some time now to be writing, but I have this thought that I don’t know what it is that I “should’ be writing about!

So what fills my heart with joy to write about? The spiritual journey, the elementals, just anything that my being wishes to express. Last night I found myself writing about the place from which I was giving to the world and recognising that it was coming from a place of lack. Feeling the need to do things as a way of receiving money in return and yes, this is something that I require (financial support) but I am seeing that I no longer wish it to be my driving force. I wish to access the place within myself that is a place of pure flow, flow that demands nothing in return, flow that is unconditional. I know also that abundance in its many forms will be the result. I just wish for my expression in the world to be one that comes from a pure place. I know that this is the truth of my being and I desire to meet that place within myself.

I know at the moment that through having this awareness and this desire that the shift is taking place, although at this moment in time I feel levels of lack consciousness still existing within me. And that is really ok. All of it is ok. Wherever I am at, is ok!  It is a path, and I wish to take the journey and experience every step that leads me on my way.

I guess my desire is to fully know myself as pure flow. Pure divine love in flow through my physical form. And with this physical form comes all of the layers of conditioning and belief patterns. And that is ok! I can be both; I can have divine love flow through me at the same time as still carrying many aspects that are yet to dissolve. Having compassion through these is key here.

This time feels so full right now, full of new opportunities, full of new light, full of light and full of rising life force. Each level is moving and shifting and awakening, I wrote in my last post that all levels shift together, a dance of information is shared between all levels of existence and beingness. We are here to share our experiences with each level, layer and dimension. So often we see this level that we exist on as less than other dimensions, maybe less than the Angelic realm or elemental realm or Gaia, but this is simply not true our experience in this here and now moment opens up so many gateways and portals to new experiences and understandings. It is such an important part of the whole picture.

We are here remembering the amazingness that we are. Where we exist, what we do, it is all truly amazing and magical. It just takes a shift in perception to see that we are living the most incredible experience. And that experience is helping to feed and to evolve all levels and layers everywhere. Your part in the whole is wonderful, whatever you choose to do with it.

I had an image then of someone just lying on a sofa doing nothing, this has been me for many years as I went through many layers of my being. Being was almost all I could do!  With this image came a knowing that this is as valid as any other experience. Everything you are experiencing in that moment, your thought, feelings etc all this information is being fed into the collective consciousness, this information is then picked up and read by other aspects of the one consciousness and it helps to inform its self as to what needs to be done in order to help shift you. You are never alone and you are always being offered the help that you need in order to bring your life and the life of humanity back in harmony again.

Everything is in conversation, a continuous exchanging of information or energy. Energy being converted into different states to be read and understood by the next being it reaches. And when I say being I mean any being that resides within a dimension, whether it be elemental or angelic or human. And the beings that cross and bridge the dimensions. As I read back over this I was thinking about the fact that everything is consciousness and so the dimension itself is in conversation with the next dimension and with all dimensions. I remember one night looking at a leaf move in the breeze and the words Kinetic energy sounded in my thoughts. Every now and again it comes back and I have the thought that there is more for me to understand in regards to this.  I think it is here, in this conversation and this exchange of information. Wow, the more I drop into this thought or continuous exchange of information, boundaries become blurred, and everything seems to merge as one. All being the same one flow of energy just converting itself into different frequencies, or being changed by that which it brushes up against.

The world of energy has been of much fascination to me over the years, I’m not sure if any of this makes sense to read, but in my thought and my mind it all looks pretty amazing!

I feel that I wish to end this writing by saying that the more aware we become of the interconnectedness of everything and take our place within this beautiful web, the more magic can unfold in our lives, and miracles will become more and more of a daily occurrence.

So I share this evenings musing with you as a bit of fun, for I am loving writing and I wish to practise more and practise sharing too. I don’t know if this will be read by any one and I kinda like that feeling. Just sharing and expressing my flow of energy out into the world!

In love and peace and magical moments of joy!

Layla x

The joy of being Sensitive

Today, my desire to write is so strong, yet the knowing of the context of my words at this point is unknown! Although as i laid in my bath this morning i became very aware of the energy of a fairy. As i write these words i feel her energy return. there are days or weeks that go by and i realise that i have not  felt any beings from this realm, it seems to come and go. i may think about it but the tangible feelings are not always present. But today i feel their presence. Its as if i drop into their dimension somehow. My experience of life, of the day seems to have a different quality to it. Yes an extra depth an extra dimension. I can feel life force energy in movement. its subtle but its there and it is tangible.

One of the subjects that i have been wanting to write about is sensitivity. As a child i was very aware that i was sensitive, maybe more so than those around me, and there were times when i felt that this was looked down on, it wasn't seen as a strength. Now that i am older and with all the soul searching and learning about the truth of life i have come to see just what a gift sensitivity is. And as we clear our layers of illusion, our blocks and release all that no longer serves us we are fine tuning ourselves and so we become more and more sensitive. Now able to receive and perceive so much more, and what a gift it is.

So my desire in this moment is to tune in to my inner wisdom and see if there is a message or some words that wish to flow about sensitivity...........hehe, i giggle here cos i feel the fairy energy very excited about this.

As i tune in i feel lightness of being and giggling!

As you become more sensitive to the truth of life you will begin to perceive all of the subtler energies that make up your world and make up the new earth. these energies will be vast with some of you focusing in on certain types of energies more than others. its like a soul group in a way you will begin to find the area that you most resonate with. This may also change with time and with experience. Just as you may move on from certain friends sometimes and hang out with other so will you pick and choose the different groups of beings that you wish to experience for your highest good and the highest good of all beings every where!

Please see your increasing sensitivity as the most wondrous gift. it will enable you to experience your life at a new level. allow your self to feel more, and we are talking about your emotions here, feel and allow and let go, let go meaning to let flow, allowing energy to flow through you, you will be fine tuning yourself to all that is around you, and within you. 

Then you will come to realise the joy that feeling brings, yes the journey at the beginning can feel hard as you experience the denser emotions but as these dissolve and flow back into the oneness, as you let them go, you will discover your lightness of being and what fun that will be! To begin to feel the joy of life in every breath in every cell of your body, your body will be a pleasure to be in as will your life.

So we say lighten up, release your load and become as fine tuned as you enjoy to be! We "the elementals" are here waiting for your return to us. we wish to dance in this life with you, together, for we are here together and it is time for you to experience us once again. We are many, many beings and many different types of energy, and we are changing too. just as you are ascending/descending! so are we. All is in a state of change and evolution at this point in time. it is not possible for one to evolve without the whole evolving for we are truly all part of the one. So we ask you to come play with us, to play in your lives is to play with us. we wish for you to know that the joy of living is what will change this planet, please remember the joy of living. The joy of tears, the joy of laughter and even the joy of sorrow, for there truly are gifts in it all.  You are here to feel, to be all that you are. rejoice in all that you are, allow it all to be allow it all to flow.

We love you and we look forward to playing with you once again.

in peace, in love and in play...................

Oh yum, i do love it when the words flow, and i feel myself flowing from inner wisdom to elemental wisdom, but i wonder is there any difference?

So enjoy your sensitivity, enjoy your joy and enjoy your tears and know that as they flow they are taking you to a better place.

so much love to you dear friend

layla xxx

Connecting to the magic of the day

I've been making a point of doing a breathing exercise each morning before i get up and saying my mantra "I CONNECT TO THE MAGIC OF THE DAY". Man this really works! i invite you to have a go!
As i say my mantra i see my energy expanding out from my body and joining in with the magical unseen realm. The realm of the unseen is full of life force energy, its full of the elementals all creating energy into form, true magic! As i breathe in i feel the fullness and the life energy within my body and then on the out breathe on a wave of gratitude i say my Mantra. My being becomes fused with the oneness of life, i am vibrating with the energy of magic and anticipation.
I have discovered Gratitude to be a beautiful corridor of connection. A bridge that connects myself to that which i wish to communicate with. i highly recommend gratitude as a practise, daily! And then one day ultimately it becomes a way of being, how wonderful would that be!
As you take time at the end of your day to sit in gratitude for what you have experienced, the magic will become more and more apparent. also gratitude is just a really wonderful energy to sit in, in this moment i hear it is one of the most perfect states!
The energy i felt as i wrote those words then reminded me of a day on the beach as i watched the sea wash upon the shore. Maybe a more accurate way would be to say it made love to the shore. it lapped and washed its self over the pebbles time and time again. and i knew it was just pure love washing itself against the stones in love and gratitude of the experience, nothing else other than the pure joy of being life in physical form....................so beautiful.

Moonstone Magic and Mayday Merryment

After a break from making jewellery i had a chance to make a little something last week. It feels full of fairy and elven magic*

You can find this beauty here

I've had my head in books about elementals and nature spirits for the last few weeks, which has felt super exciting as the books have been coming to me in such magical ways. Gifts straight from the elemental and nature realms, i'm feeling truly blessed! 

What i am reading is really confirming all that i am hearing internally. There are times when i don't always completely trust what i'm hearing and i feel these books have come as confirmation...........................Thank you nature!!!!

I've also been out and about a lot in nature with my camera, the bluebells are coming out and nature is alive with colour, spring really is my favorite time of year!

I went to my favourite woods yesterday and finally found the lake! 

With a little help from a couple that i got talking too, turned out they lived next door to a friend of mine, oh the interweaving of everything! Not only that, but as we talked they asked me if i had been to the local crystal shop, i opened my hand to show them my new crystal i was holding, the guy said to me was that £1.50? i said it was, turned out he had held it in his hand earlier that day! The magic is here for us all the time! the synchronicities and magic are so abundant we just have to be open to them. i almost chose not to walk with them, we would never had known these things if i had not listened to the inner voice telling me to walk with them!

Later as i walked by myself a was blessed to see a Deer up really close! I ate fresh Primroses, yum! And breathed in the glory of the sun and the birdsong! 

Now I'm in the mood for story telling! i shall share a little of the previous day! It was a pretty magical Bank holiday Beltaine weekend! Saturday night i found myself in the most magical garden party that was more like a mini festival, it was my dream garden! A stream ran through it with swings that hung over the stream from a giant tree, a woodland and just a tone of magic there! i left pretty late and so the next day was feeling sleepy, but the sun was shining and i needed to be out. so i grabbed a picnic and went off to a local park to sit in the sun and read my book. in the distance i could see lots of people gathered, then appeared some men carrying a maypole playing music! oh a very English sight to see!

i felt to go and sit closer, the cherry trees were calling, so i packed up my bits and headed over there. Turned out i had friends there, before i knew it i was part of it all, dancing around the maypole and enjoying a very Traditional English Mayday!

                                                    

                                                    

It was so beautiful with the women adorned with crowns of flowers.

Once again if i had not followed the little voice telling me to go closer, i would have watched from afar and missed out on all the fun! 

So much love and magic to you, may your days be full of wonder.