Celebrating who you are

This morning i was up early with the birds, the sun just about to break the horizon and i felt inspired to light a candle and sit at my table with pen in hand, i began journaling and asking how i may "step up"  in my life, first i felt to change the words "step up" to "allow", how can i allow myself to be the fullness of who i am and to take the actions that i need in order for my life to move to the next level.

These words came through..............

Abandon all thoughts of being less than you are, bring into your awareness as many loving thoughts towards yourself as is possible, recognise and celebrate all the things that you are, not what you are not or what you perceive to be your shortfalls.

fill your being with the true light and love that you are.

it is time to shift your reality to your own truth, to become that 333 master that you already are.

throughout your day witness, acknowledge, and celebrate all the small things that you do. The mundane every day things as well as those larger steps. can you truly see the things that you do and the ways that you be?

can you recognise the ways that you are loving? whether that be towards yourself, your children, family members, friends animals the environment. 

right now acknowledge that you have bought into your awareness these loving life affirming words. can you see what you create?

Have fun today and everyday

Truly see you and how amazing you are!

In love x

i know these words are for me today, but maybe they are also for you?

i am becoming increasingly aware of my self judgement and some what surprised as to where i find it some times!

so how would it feel for me to really see just what and who i am?

so well done me for sitting and writing this morning, for being happy to get up before the sun, well done me for preparing my daughters lunch and breakfast, for feeding the cats, for cleaning the kitchen, for breathing deeply into my body and allowing myself to love this day and to love who i am.

and well done me for coming here and sharing. because i love to write and i love to source loving wisdom and i love to love.  

and its only 8.17am

How much better can my day get! ;)

enjoy your day beloveds, how much can you celebrate who you are today?

a little forest love for you

Autumn is here - Embracing change

The light is changing

the berries are abundant

and the warmth of the air mingles with the cool breeze

it is time to embrace change

to receive this present moment just as it is

clinging on to the longing of yesterdays heat can be a painful experience

when there is so much beauty to be received in this present moment

Nature is full

bursting with potential

Illuminating all the goodness available to you

 i just love this time of year

i love embracing the changing of the seasons

breathing in the new air

full of unexplored moments

ripe, full moments of pure potential

i welcome these changes

i welcome change into the very fabric of my life

what changes are you embracing today?

how different would our lives look if we knew with all of our being that change was always for the good. there would be no need for resistance, just an open heart ready to take on the next adventure.

happy adventures dear souls

in love and magic*

light beneath the surface

                                        Light beneath the surface - The Underlying Principle            
                        This piece is part of a body of work called Aspects within The Flower of Life.

 It speaks about the energy that underpins our physical reality.

Beneath every object, every stone, every plant, everything made of matter are a whole host of unseen energies that keep and maintain this reality. light beings of consciousness weaving together matter. 

They are as much a part of our reality as matter itself, this piece is a reminder of the beings that create our world.

 i feel the interconnectedness of everything, 

this energy that is unseen 

this energy unseen yet so utterly powerful and creative

i am in awe of its beauty

In my shop now

with love and magic*

day 6, and i'm laughing at the idea of a 30 day blog challenge! i've been wanting to right about the magic of life, but i've been far too busy living it! 

so it got me thinking about the flow of life, and how much now i just want to live in that flow. if i had pushed myself to write every day i would not have been respecting my flow. i think we so often drop out of our flow in order to full fill a thought we think we should do and then wonder why we are no longer in our flow!

i so desire to live in the magic and the flow of life now. as soon as i step out of my flow i feel it, and it doesn't feel good! i more than just believe that it is possible to live a magical life, i know its possible, cos i'm feeling it and living it, it its oh so simple!

this earth that we live on is so darn beautiful! the more i open to the magic the more beautiful it becomes! the more i honour and love myself the more there is to love. 

dropping in, dropping in, dropping in.................into the body, into my body, into nature, into my nature.

i feel so in love with life right now. some thing so profound has shifted, is shifting. all the heavenly bodies around our planet are arranging themselves for another amazing alignment, and i feel that alignment happening within. as within so without.

so i wish to honour my uniqueness, my individuality, that's where its at. this journey is so much about finding out how we individually like to do things, not any ones elses way but our own unique way. this is where the joy and the magic lives, within our own uniqueness. 

i just wish to share i tool i'm playing with at the moment. i'm loving using questions right now as a way of expanding. i noticed i used a lot of statements to describe my life, which boxed in what i was able to experience, with a question i feel the expansion, and within that expansion to opportunity for much much magic!

so in the words of Dr Dain Heer................ How much better can my life get?

i'm playing with these words and asking questions like

How much more in alignment with my soul purpose can i get?

how much more magic can i experience?

how much more can i love my body?

There is a whole world of magic out there wanting to be experienced, and its just for you, your own experience of this magical world.

I'm saying a big juicy Yes to the magic*

Surrendering

Day 3 of my 30 day bog challenge.

I have been receiving the message of Surrender for the last few days. and it got me thinking, what does it truly mean to surrender? what does surrender look like, feel like?

when i asked these questions inwardly in meditation i received such a beautiful feeling. i myself leaning back, letting go, becoming so soft, there was a sense of being held by something so gentle, so loving, so strong, i didn't need to carry the weight of my being, i could hand it over and i would be held, carried forward. i felt as is this force, which i can only describe as love, moved me forward. 

i felt guided to write, this is what i received.

What does it mean to surrender?

To let go of a sense of struggle. To allow your self to be held and supported as you move in your life.

Humans have a tendency to feel fiercely independent as a sign of strength, this cuts off the flow of other energies being able to co-create with you. Which leaves you feeling on your own, trying to control all out comes, when you surrender and allow life, with all its subtle layers (by which we mean spirit, elementals, angels, earth energies, and a whole host of other beings that are here to help create, including each other) you are helped and guided to create that which is for your highest good and the highest good of all beings everywhere. 

How does one Surrender?

Through Trust (see earlier post on Trust)

and through opening up to more than what you see in the physical world.

All of life wishes to support you, when you surrender you are saying you understand the oneness of everything, that you are willing to recognise your place in the oneness. You can then open, open through softening, through releasing that which you have struggled with, hand it over and have it received by that which wishes to support you, and trust, trust that your needs are met. you are always loved and supported. 

Surrender is a state of being, it allows you to be present in the moment, to accept the moment as it is, surrender opens and connects to you to all that is. 

Hearts dream................dreams really do come true

Day 2 of my 30 day blog challenge and i wish to share with you my latest jewellery creation.

i started creating a series of work called Aspects within the flower of life a couple of years ago. i was playing with all the different shapes i could find within the flower of life.

you can find more of my work on my facebook page

i love working with these designs

As i make a piece of meditate with afterwards a meaning starts to emerge, i just love it!

so here is my latest piece, it is a quite different to the other pieces i have created.

Hearts Dream

Listening to the dreams of your heart

So often we are creating our dreams from the space of the head, full of all the shoulds and shouldn'ts, ideas of what we think family, friends, society etc think we should do, afraid to truly be ourselves and live our own unique dreams. well this piece invites us to listen to our hearts, to feel our way to our dreams, to live our own unique dreams, unafraid of what anyone thinks.

its time to live your own personal hearts dream

what is your heart saying?

you can find hearts dream here................wowza, dreams really do come true! i was just about to put the link here, when i discovered that its just sold!

one of my dreams was to put a piece up and for it to sell straight away!

dreams do come true my friends!

follow your bliss!!!!!

Nourishing my body with raw vegan chocolate ice-cream! yum!

i thought i'd set my self a challenge today. to blog every day for a month and see what comes from me..............just for fun!

After a day yesterday of feeling very emotional and facing some deep seated fear, shedding some tears and making raw chocolate ice-cream, i am feeling rather fine today! 

Summer is here and an afternoon at the beach has really helped to reset my being...................i have to say the raw vegan chocolate ice-cream with home grown strawberries was just the medicine for me today.

This recipe is so simple. i made it up as i went along so i can only really guess at amounts

about 3 hand fulls Cashew nuts soaked for about 4 hours 

4 or 5 teaspoons of raw cacao powder

a couple of large teaspoons of coconut oil

8 or so soft dates

water  - as much as you need to have a nice consistency

and a pinch of pink Himalayan salt

i almost forgot A little vanilla powder or fresh vanilla pod

whizz it all up till its really smooth. i'd say keep tasting and adding a bit more of this and a bit more of that until you like the way it tastes!

now i don't have an ice cream machine, so i popped it in the freezer and stirred it every hour until i went to bed! it could have done with a little more stirring, but it tastes so good and its lovely and hot here that a few icy bits is really nice! 

and the home grown strawberries where the icing on the cake, no sorry! that's the strawberry on the ice-cream!

enjoy my friends...................what ever you choose to nourish yourself with today! 

living life magically*

Allowing my vulnerabilty

Allowing my vulnerability and my sensitive side to be.............to simply be, to hold myself in a warm embrace as i allow my life to show me the pain within. as i allow myself to open up deeper to what holds me back, i feel vulnerable, i feel and remember the teeny tiny little me, shy to show who i am. i remember my sensitivity as a small child, my shyness and then layers of shame that i am so sensitive in this big world. this world that didn't like my sensitivity, a world that had forgotten to see the beauty and the truth of life. so i hide. i shrink down into myself and i hide my truth away.

but there is such a strong desire to be who i truly am. I AM me. i can not hide it any longer, and i hold myself with love and compassion as i allow the tears to fall. lying in the long grass beneath a beautiful tree, the sun winking at me with rainbow rays through the leaves and allow these old beliefs that i must hide to drop away. It IS safe for me to be who i am in this world. there is no other path than the path that leads me home to who i am. 

i wish to embrace the fullness of who i am. all sides of myself. My vulnerability, my shyness, my power, my excitement, my sensitivity, my beauty, my ugly, my sweet perfume, my heavy sweat, all of it is me, and i now embrace it all, calling it all back to me, so i may truly know myself.

i wish no longer to look for outside validation, i wish to just simply love myself. to enjoy myself, to nourish myself, to honour myself, to know that i simply am, and to really receive my own wisdom. i am allowed to be happy, i am allowed to flourish, 

i surrender and i allow

Thank you me for all that i create in my life in order that i may grow

i feel excited as i feel all these emotions and all this energy, for i know that i am releasing and expanding. This last Solstice and Super moon, plus the latest new moon are all serving to show me where i am limiting myself, where i hold myself back and some of the very unconscious beliefs that i still act from. it has been a bit of a shock, but also a welcomed wake up call. 

i say YES to expansion

i say YES to being even more authentically me

i say YES to love

i say YES to adventure

i say YES to life

i say YES to magic

and i say YES to self love

Thank you

i love you

Leila interviews Layla..................

I had the joy of being interviewed by another lovely Leila! This is what happened when Layla meets Leila. we talk elementals, angels, gaia, ascension, love and we do a whole lot of laughing! 

Loving kindness through the Solstice and Super moon energies

Wow, i'm finding the energy within my being full on! it is the day after the Solstice and with the up coming super moon there is much change a foot!

Today i felt almost unable to move this morning, i woke up late and came down for my morning cuppa, my body didn't really want to move, no yoga practise for me today, instead back under the covers to relax and remind myself that its really ok to not do anything and to listen to my body. After a little relax and softness in bed i ran myself a hot bath. The last few days i have needed to be in water, there are weeks when my body is happy to have a shower and other times when the energies are high i require a long soak in the bath. No complaints there! Candles and a couple of large crystals to power up my water.

A desire within myself to connect in really deep, i opened up sacred space through the power of my voice, melodies from the angelic realm moved through my body and touched the air, and then i received a beautiful message from some star beings of the blue ray, i haven't met with them before in my waking consciousness. They said that they were here with the blue ray to help transmute and lighten the heavy dense energies in order for a more harmonious experience.

"we have come to help transmute the lower density frequencies, making it easier for you to move them through your physical bodies. any one open to this energy can tune in to the blue ray of cosmic light and allow it to flow through your being. we come as an aid for balance and harmony, we work with the  blue of the sky and the energy of water."

I wish to say to be gentle with yourselves as we journey through these energies and portals. There is much change happening to our physical bodies, as new energies come in and portals within the body open then much can be released and received. rest if that is what you need and drink plenty of water. There is no one way to move through these energies other than your own way, just remember to listen to your body. Your body is made of Earth and holds all the intelligence of earth within it.

you are beautiful just the way you are, be kind and loving towards yourself.

in peace and love x

Evening musings

I realised today as I sat and wrote my blog post that I was really enjoying the sense of connection that I have when I sit and write. Just as at one point making  jewellery was a way into meeting with the fairies and the elementals it seems now that writing is my way forward. I have been wanting for some time now to be writing, but I have this thought that I don’t know what it is that I “should’ be writing about!

So what fills my heart with joy to write about? The spiritual journey, the elementals, just anything that my being wishes to express. Last night I found myself writing about the place from which I was giving to the world and recognising that it was coming from a place of lack. Feeling the need to do things as a way of receiving money in return and yes, this is something that I require (financial support) but I am seeing that I no longer wish it to be my driving force. I wish to access the place within myself that is a place of pure flow, flow that demands nothing in return, flow that is unconditional. I know also that abundance in its many forms will be the result. I just wish for my expression in the world to be one that comes from a pure place. I know that this is the truth of my being and I desire to meet that place within myself.

I know at the moment that through having this awareness and this desire that the shift is taking place, although at this moment in time I feel levels of lack consciousness still existing within me. And that is really ok. All of it is ok. Wherever I am at, is ok!  It is a path, and I wish to take the journey and experience every step that leads me on my way.

I guess my desire is to fully know myself as pure flow. Pure divine love in flow through my physical form. And with this physical form comes all of the layers of conditioning and belief patterns. And that is ok! I can be both; I can have divine love flow through me at the same time as still carrying many aspects that are yet to dissolve. Having compassion through these is key here.

This time feels so full right now, full of new opportunities, full of new light, full of light and full of rising life force. Each level is moving and shifting and awakening, I wrote in my last post that all levels shift together, a dance of information is shared between all levels of existence and beingness. We are here to share our experiences with each level, layer and dimension. So often we see this level that we exist on as less than other dimensions, maybe less than the Angelic realm or elemental realm or Gaia, but this is simply not true our experience in this here and now moment opens up so many gateways and portals to new experiences and understandings. It is such an important part of the whole picture.

We are here remembering the amazingness that we are. Where we exist, what we do, it is all truly amazing and magical. It just takes a shift in perception to see that we are living the most incredible experience. And that experience is helping to feed and to evolve all levels and layers everywhere. Your part in the whole is wonderful, whatever you choose to do with it.

I had an image then of someone just lying on a sofa doing nothing, this has been me for many years as I went through many layers of my being. Being was almost all I could do!  With this image came a knowing that this is as valid as any other experience. Everything you are experiencing in that moment, your thought, feelings etc all this information is being fed into the collective consciousness, this information is then picked up and read by other aspects of the one consciousness and it helps to inform its self as to what needs to be done in order to help shift you. You are never alone and you are always being offered the help that you need in order to bring your life and the life of humanity back in harmony again.

Everything is in conversation, a continuous exchanging of information or energy. Energy being converted into different states to be read and understood by the next being it reaches. And when I say being I mean any being that resides within a dimension, whether it be elemental or angelic or human. And the beings that cross and bridge the dimensions. As I read back over this I was thinking about the fact that everything is consciousness and so the dimension itself is in conversation with the next dimension and with all dimensions. I remember one night looking at a leaf move in the breeze and the words Kinetic energy sounded in my thoughts. Every now and again it comes back and I have the thought that there is more for me to understand in regards to this.  I think it is here, in this conversation and this exchange of information. Wow, the more I drop into this thought or continuous exchange of information, boundaries become blurred, and everything seems to merge as one. All being the same one flow of energy just converting itself into different frequencies, or being changed by that which it brushes up against.

The world of energy has been of much fascination to me over the years, I’m not sure if any of this makes sense to read, but in my thought and my mind it all looks pretty amazing!

I feel that I wish to end this writing by saying that the more aware we become of the interconnectedness of everything and take our place within this beautiful web, the more magic can unfold in our lives, and miracles will become more and more of a daily occurrence.

So I share this evenings musing with you as a bit of fun, for I am loving writing and I wish to practise more and practise sharing too. I don’t know if this will be read by any one and I kinda like that feeling. Just sharing and expressing my flow of energy out into the world!

In love and peace and magical moments of joy!

Layla x

The joy of being Sensitive

Today, my desire to write is so strong, yet the knowing of the context of my words at this point is unknown! Although as i laid in my bath this morning i became very aware of the energy of a fairy. As i write these words i feel her energy return. there are days or weeks that go by and i realise that i have not  felt any beings from this realm, it seems to come and go. i may think about it but the tangible feelings are not always present. But today i feel their presence. Its as if i drop into their dimension somehow. My experience of life, of the day seems to have a different quality to it. Yes an extra depth an extra dimension. I can feel life force energy in movement. its subtle but its there and it is tangible.

One of the subjects that i have been wanting to write about is sensitivity. As a child i was very aware that i was sensitive, maybe more so than those around me, and there were times when i felt that this was looked down on, it wasn't seen as a strength. Now that i am older and with all the soul searching and learning about the truth of life i have come to see just what a gift sensitivity is. And as we clear our layers of illusion, our blocks and release all that no longer serves us we are fine tuning ourselves and so we become more and more sensitive. Now able to receive and perceive so much more, and what a gift it is.

So my desire in this moment is to tune in to my inner wisdom and see if there is a message or some words that wish to flow about sensitivity...........hehe, i giggle here cos i feel the fairy energy very excited about this.

As i tune in i feel lightness of being and giggling!

As you become more sensitive to the truth of life you will begin to perceive all of the subtler energies that make up your world and make up the new earth. these energies will be vast with some of you focusing in on certain types of energies more than others. its like a soul group in a way you will begin to find the area that you most resonate with. This may also change with time and with experience. Just as you may move on from certain friends sometimes and hang out with other so will you pick and choose the different groups of beings that you wish to experience for your highest good and the highest good of all beings every where!

Please see your increasing sensitivity as the most wondrous gift. it will enable you to experience your life at a new level. allow your self to feel more, and we are talking about your emotions here, feel and allow and let go, let go meaning to let flow, allowing energy to flow through you, you will be fine tuning yourself to all that is around you, and within you. 

Then you will come to realise the joy that feeling brings, yes the journey at the beginning can feel hard as you experience the denser emotions but as these dissolve and flow back into the oneness, as you let them go, you will discover your lightness of being and what fun that will be! To begin to feel the joy of life in every breath in every cell of your body, your body will be a pleasure to be in as will your life.

So we say lighten up, release your load and become as fine tuned as you enjoy to be! We "the elementals" are here waiting for your return to us. we wish to dance in this life with you, together, for we are here together and it is time for you to experience us once again. We are many, many beings and many different types of energy, and we are changing too. just as you are ascending/descending! so are we. All is in a state of change and evolution at this point in time. it is not possible for one to evolve without the whole evolving for we are truly all part of the one. So we ask you to come play with us, to play in your lives is to play with us. we wish for you to know that the joy of living is what will change this planet, please remember the joy of living. The joy of tears, the joy of laughter and even the joy of sorrow, for there truly are gifts in it all.  You are here to feel, to be all that you are. rejoice in all that you are, allow it all to be allow it all to flow.

We love you and we look forward to playing with you once again.

in peace, in love and in play...................

Oh yum, i do love it when the words flow, and i feel myself flowing from inner wisdom to elemental wisdom, but i wonder is there any difference?

So enjoy your sensitivity, enjoy your joy and enjoy your tears and know that as they flow they are taking you to a better place.

so much love to you dear friend

layla xxx

Connecting to the magic of the day

I've been making a point of doing a breathing exercise each morning before i get up and saying my mantra "I CONNECT TO THE MAGIC OF THE DAY". Man this really works! i invite you to have a go!
As i say my mantra i see my energy expanding out from my body and joining in with the magical unseen realm. The realm of the unseen is full of life force energy, its full of the elementals all creating energy into form, true magic! As i breathe in i feel the fullness and the life energy within my body and then on the out breathe on a wave of gratitude i say my Mantra. My being becomes fused with the oneness of life, i am vibrating with the energy of magic and anticipation.
I have discovered Gratitude to be a beautiful corridor of connection. A bridge that connects myself to that which i wish to communicate with. i highly recommend gratitude as a practise, daily! And then one day ultimately it becomes a way of being, how wonderful would that be!
As you take time at the end of your day to sit in gratitude for what you have experienced, the magic will become more and more apparent. also gratitude is just a really wonderful energy to sit in, in this moment i hear it is one of the most perfect states!
The energy i felt as i wrote those words then reminded me of a day on the beach as i watched the sea wash upon the shore. Maybe a more accurate way would be to say it made love to the shore. it lapped and washed its self over the pebbles time and time again. and i knew it was just pure love washing itself against the stones in love and gratitude of the experience, nothing else other than the pure joy of being life in physical form....................so beautiful.

Moonstone Magic and Mayday Merryment

After a break from making jewellery i had a chance to make a little something last week. It feels full of fairy and elven magic*

You can find this beauty here

I've had my head in books about elementals and nature spirits for the last few weeks, which has felt super exciting as the books have been coming to me in such magical ways. Gifts straight from the elemental and nature realms, i'm feeling truly blessed! 

What i am reading is really confirming all that i am hearing internally. There are times when i don't always completely trust what i'm hearing and i feel these books have come as confirmation...........................Thank you nature!!!!

I've also been out and about a lot in nature with my camera, the bluebells are coming out and nature is alive with colour, spring really is my favorite time of year!

I went to my favourite woods yesterday and finally found the lake! 

With a little help from a couple that i got talking too, turned out they lived next door to a friend of mine, oh the interweaving of everything! Not only that, but as we talked they asked me if i had been to the local crystal shop, i opened my hand to show them my new crystal i was holding, the guy said to me was that £1.50? i said it was, turned out he had held it in his hand earlier that day! The magic is here for us all the time! the synchronicities and magic are so abundant we just have to be open to them. i almost chose not to walk with them, we would never had known these things if i had not listened to the inner voice telling me to walk with them!

Later as i walked by myself a was blessed to see a Deer up really close! I ate fresh Primroses, yum! And breathed in the glory of the sun and the birdsong! 

Now I'm in the mood for story telling! i shall share a little of the previous day! It was a pretty magical Bank holiday Beltaine weekend! Saturday night i found myself in the most magical garden party that was more like a mini festival, it was my dream garden! A stream ran through it with swings that hung over the stream from a giant tree, a woodland and just a tone of magic there! i left pretty late and so the next day was feeling sleepy, but the sun was shining and i needed to be out. so i grabbed a picnic and went off to a local park to sit in the sun and read my book. in the distance i could see lots of people gathered, then appeared some men carrying a maypole playing music! oh a very English sight to see!

i felt to go and sit closer, the cherry trees were calling, so i packed up my bits and headed over there. Turned out i had friends there, before i knew it i was part of it all, dancing around the maypole and enjoying a very Traditional English Mayday!

                                                    

                                                    

It was so beautiful with the women adorned with crowns of flowers.

Once again if i had not followed the little voice telling me to go closer, i would have watched from afar and missed out on all the fun! 

So much love and magic to you, may your days be full of wonder. 

Self Compassion

I felt inspired today to write about self compassion. It seems to be a reoccurring theme in my one to one energy sessions with people at the moment. The message for us is to practice and embody this wonderful quality.

it seems that today for me is a day when i would highly benefit from this quality! i started my day feeling very clear that i was going to get on with a commission i have for a wedding ring, i was really looking forward to making it today. Whilst laying in by bath this morning the thought came to me to write a blog post on self compassion. so when i finally got to my computer and started to write it became more and more apparent to me that my mind and focus is very unclear today, i have a very foggy head, (could it be the energy from the full moon and eclipse?) as i tried to write i just felt as if i was unable to access any wisdom! What was self compassion? how could i translate it into words? what is going on today? This is the point at which i could have begun to give myself a hard time, i "should" do the ring, i "should" be able to write a beautiful channelled piece on self compassion! But instead of my "shoulds" i breathed and realised being compassionate towards myself for feeling foggy and tired made much more sense! Of course self compassion was on my mind today because i needed this quality for my self now!

And now i have accessed a flow of words and my energy has began to feel much softer. there is no point in beating myself up because i feel tired, i would never be like that towards some one else!

So the art of self compassion is learning to be kind to yourself, really kind, kind and supportive, loving and nurturing, yes you really are allowed to be this way towards yourself, in fact at this point in time it is of the utmost importance! ;) So many of us are clearing so much, we are feeling so much, we are becoming more and more sensitive. Its time to really be our own best friend, to love ourselves the way we would love a child a friend or a partner.

A good indicator of when to bring in self compassion

The use of the word "should"! usually (not always) means we are most likely going against our truth.

When ever we hear ourselves saying mean unkind unloving things to ourselves.

When we have become angry and express ourselves in a way we think we "shouldn't"! its really ok to express ourselves, so often we then give ourselves a hard time for it.

When we feel tired and unable to do what we think we "should" (that word keeps popping up!)

When we feel confused, unloved, unheard, useless, detached................basically anytime we feel we need support.

We can give this support to ourselves, we can say to ourselves, "i hear you, i see you are feeling tired and unable to do that thing that was sooooo important!" and we can breathe and relax back into this gentle voice, this loving voice that is ours.  We can wrap ourselves in the gentle loving energy that we would wish to receive from another. I'm sure you are good at giving this energy to others, its time to receive it for yourself.

When i do this for myself, i breathe into my body, i feel my body fill with life force, loving life force energy, our breath is our constant companion, our connection to spirit.  On my out breath i relax deeper into my body, and let my body hold me. Its great to come into the present moment and fully be with what is. You can give your self your hands, in a hug, or placing your hands over a part of your body that you maybe feeling discomfort or anxiety. Breathe into your hands and receive your touch.

Find what works for you, play with self compassion, how can you best support yourself through loving kindness. Become your own best friend. Because your worth it! ;)

So much love to you, and i wish you a beautiful magical day xxx

Magic is in the air

i woke this morning to the sound of my alarm, stretched and said my morning Mantra "i connect to the magic of the day", when ever i remember to say these few little words, something very yummy always happens, or is it that i just see my world with new eyes, through a clearer lens, one where everything seems to sparkle.

i'm feeling very excited by having begun to share about nature and her beings, since my last few sharings on his subject i am aware of how much this realm seems to be opening up more for me to see. Books have come my way to help me understand deeper the realm of nature and how we may balance ourselves with her. And opportunities to spend more time outside are presenting too! thank you life!

 i am blessed to be working one to one with people at the moment, i am able to read their energy bodies and so get such a wonderful insight as to what is happening at this time, as we are all connected through oneness each of us holds within us...........well everything! i keep seeing how we are weaving our selves back into nature. i shall explain a little.

Life loves us, all is love, but through our programming, whether that be from past experience, social conditioning, ancestral lineage, past lives, (there are many factors) we have become disconnected from the truth, and from the magic! as i was working with one client recently i could see how much life wishes to give us all that we desire, especially love! its there and waiting for us, always present! But we are blocked to it through our perceptions and misunderstanding about the reality of life. So many of us have now released so much that we are able to reconnect to the magic! and its super exciting! Nature and the elementals are so happy, in order for balance to be restored we must connect with them again.

i was thinking recently about how excepted Angels are now, which is such a wonderful thing, but there is another energy that is always present for us too and that is Nature! the elementals, fairies, Devas and nature spirits. i shall indeed write more, i feel so excited that i find it hard to put my words into an order that conveys what i wish to share!

There is magic in the air dear friends, nature wishes so much to dance with you! Allow it in, open your eyes to its splendour, witness it with innocence, see it as if you had never seen it before, it loves you!!!!!

Last night i was connecting with my crystals, getting them ready for a full moon eclipse 2 night outside under the moon light cleansing! phew...........they were tingling with excitement!

 

" I CONNECT TO THE MAGIC OF THE DAY"

Spring has sprung!

After a very cold start to spring, the sun has finally blessed us with the beginning of some warmth. I had to grab my camera, and head out to see what spring had to offer and to get my bare feet on the earth. One of the best ways i know to re balance is to walk barefoot on the grass, to breathe in the glory of the sun so it pours into each cell and reawakens me. Spring is finally here. And the flowers are coming out. i love spring!

 The Periwinkle, one of my favourite flowers, i love the way it looks as if it has its arms stretched out so joyfully, just celebrating in the fact it is a Periwinkle! There is so much to learn from the flowers, how would we feel each day if we awoke in the morning, stretched and celebrated the joy of being alive and being us! Perfectly us, just as we are, no need to be any different................nature has so much to teach us.

I have no idea the name given to this beauty................my daughter and i were out with the camera enjoying our new life as Unschoolers, remembering the simple joys of life.

My daughter jade relaxing into her new life with out school.

and me enjoying the sun, with my notebook and bare feet! Simple pleaures.

May you enjoy Spring and all it has to offer you. 

Sharing a little of my experience with the Elemental realm

I feel that this is such a huge subject and not one that i have all the answers to, but i do hope that the more i connect to this realm the more i shall learn and the more i can share, because they really do want us to share about their existence. 

I feel my connection to this realm is a gentle unfolding. As i child i always believed in fairies, my friend and i would leave out a dolls house sized cup of water for the fairies before we went to sleep at night, it was always gone in the morning! i felt this other realm, but did not talk about it as i knew because i had been told that these things were not really real. so as i grew up and just got on with life, the mundane less magical side of life. But i did continue to love images of fairies and woodland creatures, i loved to be outside and to connect with the elements. I always knew there was more to life than meets the eye. 

A couple of years ago as my spiritual life opened up more and more, and what i mean by that is that as my senses opened more and more i began again to reconnect with this realm. I went on a course led by a friend, that taught me to open and to trust. my intuition and my ability to perceive and receive energies took off. i was now open to the angelic realm, to Gaia and to the elementals. The course had taught me to read peoples energy fields and i began to see these beings that work with energy.  

I also began to hear this realm. i have never heard a voice different to my own, haha, i have to laugh as i write that for i hear a voice now that is not my own and she says to me "is that true?" Ok so here we have a fine example of why i have not wanted to share of these things in the past. having been taught that hearing voices is a sign of mental illness i guess there has been fear of how people might receive what i am saying. i can assure you though that these voices are as real as yours and mine, because i can feel the energy of that Being too, and because these Beings are always so loving. The way i hear these voices are as i would hear my own thoughts, i know they are not my thoughts though because of the quality of the energy that goes with them, it is a fuller experience than just hearing a thought, there is always the feeling of love when i receive any communication, you could say it is a communication through the heart.

I often perceive the light of their Being too. i see them in my home, they dart around the room, too fast and too small to make out any form and maybe these Beings form is that of pure light?  i have had a few experiences of an energy that looked kinda like smoke or fog, come and move right in front of my face, that always created much excitement in me! And when i am writing i see little lights dancing around my pen and my page. These energies are so playful, so full of joy and fun, they love to laugh and sing and dance. they are such pure, innocent, love energy. i love them and i wish to share this magic with any one that is open to receiving these energies into their lives. 

There are so many different ways to experience these different Beings, of course being out in nature is a potent way. In the woods, the trees, near water, around flowers, where ever you go there is an opportunity to experience these many different Beings. 

They wish to reconnect with us. there was a time when these energies were just part of our lives, in some parts of the world this is still the case. But on the whole we have become so far removed from nature that we no longer even see the beauty of that which is around us. It is time for us all to reconnect to the magic of life, to nature, to our own true nature. It is time now to open again to receive life as the magical miracle that it really is. For life on Earth to flourish, for us to stop destroying the planet they say that we must reconnect with them, for they not only know how to live in harmony with the earth but they are the harmony of the Earth, and when we connect with them we too can become part of that harmony for that is our true nature, it is our true nature to live in harmony with this planet, to learn to love one another as equals, to drop so many of the false games that disconnect us not only from nature but from each other and from our own selves. The elementals wish to be part of our healing. 

There is so much i want to share and i as i write i feel their excitement too. There is a magical web of energy that connects everything, and you are invited to consciously connect to that web and allow magic to unfold in your life. for that is what life wishes to give you, the most exciting and colourful life you can imagine (and more!) and the elementals can help us on our journey.........................

I just have to include this picture as one of my favorites!