Love and Gratitude

This pendant comes at a time when graitude seems to be quite a theme.  i designed this pendant a few years ago, and then had a lovely women ask me to make it into a pendant a few weeks back. It was such a delight to make. i love making these pieces, they have such a story to tell. this tells the story of the joy in gratitude, it talks about the unfirling of love and joy into physical matter.............gratitude is a frequancy, a vibration, a beautiful state to find oneself in. To be in joy and feel gratitude for simply being, for being the radiant beloved I AM. you are glorious, it is time to celebrate in that..................

This piece speaks about an open heart and the joy of gratitude. 

When we sit within the vibration of love and gratitude everything within our being opens. Our hearts opens, our cells open, our minds open and then our liv

es open. We open fully to receiving life, to receiving more of who we are and more of what life truly has to offer. We are able to give thanks for simply being. 

When we reside within this frequency we connect to the vast oneness of creation, we connect to the heart of Gaia, the joyful expression of life and love in physical form. Allow yourself to receive this gratitude for yourself, allow yourself to sit within your own love and gratitude, allowing yourself to receive the joy of life, grounding you into this glorious present moment. 

Affirmation

I AM unconditional love and the joyful expression of Gratitude

(The name for this piece of jewellery was inspired by the work of Dr Emoto. And I am led to believe it will speak directly to the water molecules within your body.)

You can find this in my Etsy shop

Staying open whilst feeling vulnerable

I had gone back to bed a few mornings ago, after making my daughters lunch and seeing her off to school. i climbed back under the covers with a deep feeling of sadness and an aching in my heart. These days my life is full of so much love which i experience within my body and deep in my being and at the same time there are shifts of old pain that i experience. it was a day of shifting!

As i lay under the covers, curled up in a ball...............feeling, i became aware of my flow of inner wisdom, or my angelic selves (this energy has changed from feeling like one Being to many). This guidance was saying to open, to open my vulnerable wound and let the love in. i could see the way i was curling up was like a bandaid over an open wound, a wound that would really benefit from the air, but for the sake of feeling comforted in the moment we cover it up, even though in the long run it takes longer to heal. the wisdom was showing me that if i was to open, emotionally,( so really allow the tears or what ever wanted to be expressed to flow), physically (to open my arms, open my chest, move about) and energetically (i tend to use my mind and my breath to move the energy in and around my body), then love can flow in to those areas that are in pain. Flow can happen, energy can move, all the time me restrict ourselves in pain that flow of energy becomes stuck. its time to feel and allow the natural flow of life force or love (to me this is the same energy) to do what it naturally does. Life naturally loves itself.

i could see love coming to us from so many aspects/beings/dimensions. But we have to be open in order to receive and benefit from this. it is so beautiful and it is there in each and every moment, alway and forever. When i am writing, i often hear the words "you were born in love, and in love you shall remain" We can never not be in love, we can only perceive we are not.

i wanted to share this as i found it really helpful and this message has been coming for a little while now in different ways. i guess by sharing i hope that some one may benefit from it and that this energy of receiving love can ground, take root and become the norm.

A shift in awareness - a time for empowerment

I've noticed over the past week a shift in how i respond to situations and feelings.

The first experience that i was fully aware of was when the father of my daughter pulled out his financial support towards a life changing trip to Ghana my daughter is going on with the school. We need to find altogether around £1500, which does feel a little crazy as I'm not even sure how the rent will get paid this month. But sometimes in life you just know something is right, and i know with all my heart this trip is right for my daughter, there is a feeling in me that she has to go!

So the conversation with her dad went something like, Him "i cant afford this trip, i just can't do it" (this is a day after the first instalment was due and we had already paid the deposit) my response "S**T!" stunned for a moment and then my usual response of not feeling supported kicked in, but unusually it didn't last long, and a stronger part of me took over and i thought "No, this can't end here, she has to go!" i  began to feel empowered, and an energy that once could have dragged me down began to shift into an energy of feeling passionate and empowered.

After we had spoken i began to see from a different perspective, that in actual fact, even if he wasn't aware of it, he was supporting me. He gifted me with the opportunity to act in a new way, to not feel like a helpless victim, but to become empowered and do step out of my box.

I saw a way of creating the money. i decided i would create a group on facebook and invite my entire friends list to make donations. i was amazed, within 24 hours i had exactly the money her dad would have given me, and more!!!! so i can pay the first instalment. if you would like to follow this group you can find it here http://www.facebook.com/groups/457612117590802/

there has been such wonderful reactions to this opportunity for support, people really are beautiful and kind hearted, I'm deeply touched and grateful!

As well as all that going on, i have been going through a lot with my teeth, a major filling feel out, followed by intense pain, an unpleasant experience at my old dentist, resulting in me really honouring myself enough to manifest a really kind caring dentist, who today refilled my tooth and extracted the one next to it. which was all quite painless, amazingly!

i called on much angelic support and felt them all the way through the treatment, i told my tooth and my body that i loved it over and over.

On the way there however i was experiencing a lot of nervous feelings in my stomach. I was sat in traffic and began to play with this energy. i noticed that i could sit with the feeling and tell myself it was nerves and feel nervous, or i could take that energy (without naming it) and i could turn it into a feeling of strength. i find this fascinating................and i'm going to play with it lots.

I sense there is a shift in me in how i experience and react to the situations in life. Seems like these shifts are happening as a result to the venus transit. i hope to write more about this as it unfolds, but its late and i need to nurse my body as it recovers from my trip to the denstist!

blessings and love to you xxx

i woke this morning to sunshine!!!! so it was up and off to the woods. We've had a lot of rain here and to see the sun shine and feel its warmth was unmisable.

i packed my camera, wildflower books, a note book, some nibbles, and my wellies, fed the cats and jumped in the car.

 i have a desire to discover local wild flowers. For as long as i can remember i have collected books, mostly old, on wildflowers, i've drawn flowers photographed flowers and now i make jewellery based on flowers. 

lesser stitchwort

Orchid

ragged robin

Bramble

Foxglove

Speedwell

Dog Rose

i"m guessing flowers are my "thing"!

Flowers and nature and magic. 

The woods were beautiful............lots of streams and moss and yumminess

i walked for about four hours, got quite lost at one point, which i found exciting! Walking in the woods by myself is my absolute favorite pass time.

i feel so alive, so present in the moment, i forget everything outside of what is happening in that moment. The sound of bird song, the smell of nature...........wow, how i love that, and how i long to have a clearer sense of smell!!!!!

i sat by a stream for some time, on some mossy trees, attuning to the area and the trees and the elementals...............when i got home i played with photoshop and created this picture of where i had sat

i feel so truly blessed to be able to go and experience the beauty and magic of nature, it fills me up, i remember the truth of my being, no worries, no concerns, just me and nature, oh, and Gaia, and the birds and the elementals.............never truly alone!

oh yes and these guys too

longhorned moths

how beautiful they are, all golden, and they were dancing in the air up and down..........totally magical!

blogging, well i tried to start it at the beginning of the year, didn't get very far! so today i begin again. i noticed that i wanted to get everything perfect before i got going once more. i wanted my page to look as good as other peoples, i wanted my banner to be perfect. but today, i feel to just do it!!! and learn as i go!

a friend came over today to show me how to use photoshop, which has been laying dormant on my computer for as long as i've had the computer! so now i have a banner, which may or may not stay, and i had fun adding the little light beings to the photo above.

my etsy shop also has a banner now, no products yet, but a banner!!!!

i'm putting myself out into the world................

i so want to get to grips with all of this, to link up facebook and etsy and this site...........small steps!

Welcoming ourselves Home

I feel to share a diary entry from the beginning of January - a stream of consciousness

Sat 7th Jan 2012

I'm feeling good. My feelings have been fluctuating but right now i feel good.

  I feel the truth of my being is grounding itself within my body.  Remembering connection to breath, I feel so good when I remember and connect with my Breath.
  I have this sense of needing to ground further back in my body.

Are there any words that wish to flow through in this moment?


  Body, breath, beauty. Grounding home within each cell of the body. Knowing that I am a golden illuminated being of light.
  I am seeing that I hold the knowledge, wisdom, knowing, energy, codes, geometries within my soul, everything I need, and more, there is so much here that i understand by feeling, but to put into words, I don't feel quite able to capture it..............


  Bright beacon of light, allow this stream of light and energy to flow through the many layers that make up your current incarnation, allowing it to fully drop into your physical being. These energies are you, are the place you long and search for, this is home and it is coming to you now, or more accurately, you are coming to it, for it has always been. All you search for is ever present, within your grasp, you just have to stop long enough to see it. All the time you are on the move looking for it, you are unable to fully see it, only catching glimpses of it now and again, leaving you believing it is somewhere outside of your self.

 This magical year of 2012 will find many of you experiencing a true sense of home. You will finally feel you belong, no longer on the outside of a seemingly crazy world. You will become fully materialised. You have been in a limbo place, not fully materialised (meaning you had not anchored your full vibration/soul etc) and not fully in spirit. But somewhere in between. Now the rainbow bridge is anchored, the bridging of the two parts of your brain, the bridge between body and spirit, heaven and earth, mind and heart.


  Many pathways have been cleared, and are now easily accessible by many. Making this journey a much easier path to tread. We thank you for all you have done and we are in celebration.


  Remain in trust, trust of your self, trust of the truth, trust in love, knowing that life is always bringing itself back inti harmony. Life knows itself as love. It is time for you to accept this truth too. for you are pure love, plain and simple. 

                                                Thank You!

So this is my very first blog! and the very first day of 2012! Happy 2012 everyone.

I feel a great excitement within my being knowing that 2012 is finally here. I went through my teens and twenties fearing 2012. Having heard all sorts prophesies about this time. And now that i have arrived in this much talked about year my heart is open wide and I am in celebration of all the patterns of fear i have let go of. It truly is a time of coming home to the truth of who i am. I feel full of love today.

The last couple of weeks of 2011 i have experienced a sense of dropping into myself into my heart into my body. As if I'd never truly been here before and it feels beautiful.

28th Dec 2011

I feel the energy that is with me, supporting me. I feel a gentle steady peaceful grounded energy.
Expansion is what wants to happen through me. i feel i am stepping onto a path I have been looking for for a long time. I don't know where it leads me or what i will find on it. But I know it feels good, it feels safe and it feels as if there is so much love and support along the way. The path is full of magic, sparkles, flowers,joy, dancing, colours, imagination,creation.
It is not a path of the mind, of logic and solutions, it is a path of imagination, of flow and of trust. There are friends on this path, only friends, all i see here are things that are here to help me.

29th Dec 2011

I am beginning to access the inner chamber of my heart, from here the new frequencies of my being begin to emanate. My soul vibration. The energy is slowly released and touches everything around me, changing its vibration. As if then I attract to me all that vibrates harmoniously with me and my vibration.
I see myself as a flower, layers of petals have been cleaned and laid out in the right manner in order to open wide enough to reveal the hidden heart of my being. The true beauty.