I realised today as I sat and wrote my blog
post that I was really enjoying the sense of connection that I have when I sit
and write. Just as at one point making jewellery was a way into meeting
with the fairies and the elementals it seems now that writing is my way
forward. I have been wanting for some time now to be writing, but I have this
thought that I don’t know what it is that I “should’ be writing about!
So what fills my heart with joy to write
about? The spiritual journey, the elementals, just anything that my being
wishes to express. Last night I found myself writing about the place from which
I was giving to the world and recognising that it was coming from a place of
lack. Feeling the need to do things as a way of receiving money in return and
yes, this is something that I require (financial support) but I am seeing that
I no longer wish it to be my driving force. I wish to access the place within
myself that is a place of pure flow, flow that demands nothing in return, flow
that is unconditional. I know also that abundance in its many forms will be the
result. I just wish for my expression in the world to be one that comes from a
pure place. I know that this is the truth of my being and I desire to meet that
place within myself.
I know at the moment that through having
this awareness and this desire that the shift is taking place, although at this
moment in time I feel levels of lack consciousness still existing within me.
And that is really ok. All of it is ok. Wherever I am at, is ok! It is a path, and I wish to take the
journey and experience every step that leads me on my way.
I guess my desire is to fully know myself
as pure flow. Pure divine love in flow through my physical form. And with this
physical form comes all of the layers of conditioning and belief patterns. And
that is ok! I can be both; I can have divine love flow through me at the same
time as still carrying many aspects that are yet to dissolve. Having compassion
through these is key here.
This time feels so full right now, full of
new opportunities, full of new light, full of light and full of rising life
force. Each level is moving and shifting and awakening, I wrote in my last post
that all levels shift together, a dance of information is shared between all
levels of existence and beingness. We are here to share our experiences with
each level, layer and dimension. So often we see this level that we exist on as
less than other dimensions, maybe less than the Angelic realm or elemental
realm or Gaia, but this is simply not true our experience in this here and now
moment opens up so many gateways and portals to new experiences and
understandings. It is such an important part of the whole picture.
We are here remembering the amazingness
that we are. Where we exist, what we do, it is all truly amazing and magical.
It just takes a shift in perception to see that we are living the most
incredible experience. And that experience is helping to feed and to evolve all
levels and layers everywhere. Your part in the whole is wonderful, whatever you
choose to do with it.
I had an image then of someone just lying
on a sofa doing nothing, this has been me for many years as I went through many
layers of my being. Being was almost all I could do! With this image came a knowing that this is as valid as any
other experience. Everything you are experiencing in that moment, your thought,
feelings etc all this information is being fed into the collective
consciousness, this information is then picked up and read by other aspects of
the one consciousness and it helps to inform its self as to what needs to be
done in order to help shift you. You are never alone and you are always being
offered the help that you need in order to bring your life and the life of
humanity back in harmony again.
Everything is in conversation, a continuous
exchanging of information or energy. Energy being converted into different
states to be read and understood by the next being it reaches. And when I say
being I mean any being that resides within a dimension, whether it be elemental
or angelic or human. And the beings that cross and bridge the dimensions. As I
read back over this I was thinking about the fact that everything is
consciousness and so the dimension itself is in conversation with the next
dimension and with all dimensions. I remember one night looking at a leaf move
in the breeze and the words Kinetic energy sounded in my thoughts. Every now
and again it comes back and I have the thought that there is more for me to
understand in regards to this. I
think it is here, in this conversation and this exchange of information. Wow,
the more I drop into this thought or continuous exchange of information, boundaries
become blurred, and everything seems to merge as one. All being the same one
flow of energy just converting itself into different frequencies, or being
changed by that which it brushes up against.
The world of energy has been of much
fascination to me over the years, I’m not sure if any of this makes sense to
read, but in my thought and my mind it all looks pretty amazing!
I feel that I wish to end this writing by
saying that the more aware we become of the interconnectedness of everything
and take our place within this beautiful web, the more magic can unfold in our
lives, and miracles will become more and more of a daily occurrence.
So I share this evenings musing with you as
a bit of fun, for I am loving writing and I wish to practise more and practise
sharing too. I don’t know if this will be read by any one and I kinda like that
feeling. Just sharing and expressing my flow of energy out into the world!
Layla x
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