Allowing my vulnerabilty

Allowing my vulnerability and my sensitive side to be.............to simply be, to hold myself in a warm embrace as i allow my life to show me the pain within. as i allow myself to open up deeper to what holds me back, i feel vulnerable, i feel and remember the teeny tiny little me, shy to show who i am. i remember my sensitivity as a small child, my shyness and then layers of shame that i am so sensitive in this big world. this world that didn't like my sensitivity, a world that had forgotten to see the beauty and the truth of life. so i hide. i shrink down into myself and i hide my truth away.

but there is such a strong desire to be who i truly am. I AM me. i can not hide it any longer, and i hold myself with love and compassion as i allow the tears to fall. lying in the long grass beneath a beautiful tree, the sun winking at me with rainbow rays through the leaves and allow these old beliefs that i must hide to drop away. It IS safe for me to be who i am in this world. there is no other path than the path that leads me home to who i am. 

i wish to embrace the fullness of who i am. all sides of myself. My vulnerability, my shyness, my power, my excitement, my sensitivity, my beauty, my ugly, my sweet perfume, my heavy sweat, all of it is me, and i now embrace it all, calling it all back to me, so i may truly know myself.

i wish no longer to look for outside validation, i wish to just simply love myself. to enjoy myself, to nourish myself, to honour myself, to know that i simply am, and to really receive my own wisdom. i am allowed to be happy, i am allowed to flourish, 

i surrender and i allow

Thank you me for all that i create in my life in order that i may grow

i feel excited as i feel all these emotions and all this energy, for i know that i am releasing and expanding. This last Solstice and Super moon, plus the latest new moon are all serving to show me where i am limiting myself, where i hold myself back and some of the very unconscious beliefs that i still act from. it has been a bit of a shock, but also a welcomed wake up call. 

i say YES to expansion

i say YES to being even more authentically me

i say YES to love

i say YES to adventure

i say YES to life

i say YES to magic

and i say YES to self love

Thank you

i love you