Home is where the Heart is

Day 17 of my 30 day video challenge

Today i was asked the question "what is blocking you from fully shining your light"?

as i felt into this question i began to uncover in me a sense of things being wrong in my life, some how i was wrong, the things i did with my life were wrong, i had got it wrong, and the feeling kind of hung in me like a grey cloud dampening my experience.

my ususal pattern is to look for the root cause and ask what it needs

and as i began to do that i felt my heart expand all the way around me to hold me. 

In this place every thing felt right!

there could not even be a feeling of "wrong" here

this was home

home, where everything was right

i don't need to prove myself here

i need only be

which of course

I AM!

in the night last night i was awake for some time

around my heart was a feeling, a strong feeling of anxiety

well that was the label i chose to put on it

truly, it was just energy

very intense energy!

i struggled with it for some time

feeling its full force

and then i remembered something i had heard a few days back

"turn towards it"

and so i did, i welcomed it with the innosense of a child

i melted into it

and it turned into the most exquisit feeling

i feel into a deep sleep

and in the morning my heart welcomed me home

Home is inside

home is within your heart

you are home

welcome home

so much love to you beloved friends

layla

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