A shift in awareness - a time for empowerment

I've noticed over the past week a shift in how i respond to situations and feelings.

The first experience that i was fully aware of was when the father of my daughter pulled out his financial support towards a life changing trip to Ghana my daughter is going on with the school. We need to find altogether around £1500, which does feel a little crazy as I'm not even sure how the rent will get paid this month. But sometimes in life you just know something is right, and i know with all my heart this trip is right for my daughter, there is a feeling in me that she has to go!

So the conversation with her dad went something like, Him "i cant afford this trip, i just can't do it" (this is a day after the first instalment was due and we had already paid the deposit) my response "S**T!" stunned for a moment and then my usual response of not feeling supported kicked in, but unusually it didn't last long, and a stronger part of me took over and i thought "No, this can't end here, she has to go!" i  began to feel empowered, and an energy that once could have dragged me down began to shift into an energy of feeling passionate and empowered.

After we had spoken i began to see from a different perspective, that in actual fact, even if he wasn't aware of it, he was supporting me. He gifted me with the opportunity to act in a new way, to not feel like a helpless victim, but to become empowered and do step out of my box.

I saw a way of creating the money. i decided i would create a group on facebook and invite my entire friends list to make donations. i was amazed, within 24 hours i had exactly the money her dad would have given me, and more!!!! so i can pay the first instalment. if you would like to follow this group you can find it here http://www.facebook.com/groups/457612117590802/

there has been such wonderful reactions to this opportunity for support, people really are beautiful and kind hearted, I'm deeply touched and grateful!

As well as all that going on, i have been going through a lot with my teeth, a major filling feel out, followed by intense pain, an unpleasant experience at my old dentist, resulting in me really honouring myself enough to manifest a really kind caring dentist, who today refilled my tooth and extracted the one next to it. which was all quite painless, amazingly!

i called on much angelic support and felt them all the way through the treatment, i told my tooth and my body that i loved it over and over.

On the way there however i was experiencing a lot of nervous feelings in my stomach. I was sat in traffic and began to play with this energy. i noticed that i could sit with the feeling and tell myself it was nerves and feel nervous, or i could take that energy (without naming it) and i could turn it into a feeling of strength. i find this fascinating................and i'm going to play with it lots.

I sense there is a shift in me in how i experience and react to the situations in life. Seems like these shifts are happening as a result to the venus transit. i hope to write more about this as it unfolds, but its late and i need to nurse my body as it recovers from my trip to the denstist!

blessings and love to you xxx