Time for New Ways

  Here i am! ready to bare all. maybe not all but certainly a bit.

I've given myself a challenge to do a video every day for 30 days.

i have been feeling really stuck in my life, stuck and uninspired of late. with a lot of deep journey work and release, or integrating. which seems to have left little time or energy for other things.

i have also recognised that i have been staying in my comfort zone, in the place that i know, but what i am discovering now is that my comfort zone is actually no longer comfortable!

last night i looked back at the videos i recorded over a year ago now, and remembered how much i enjoyed doing them. i became so excited by the thought of doing them again, that i have decided to do one every day for 30 days to see what unfolds.

since making this choice last night, there has been one after another signs from the universe to go for it. i'm going to make these videos as a way to know myself deeper, to express myself more and to flow my creativity..........and to bring in more magic, more wonder, more joy! its time to play.

i desire a magical life and would love that to be the focus of my videos.

today felt magical. after recording this video, i took myself out with my camera to walk and be alone in nature, one of my absolutely favourite pass times.

i found myself on a hill that i had never walked before, despite having grown up just a few miles away from it! its a magical hill fort covered in thousands of ant hills. i didn't know what they were when i was up there and the image i received was that the hill made a big fairy city! and each little hill was a portal into the hill itself. i saw these beautiful white ethereal beings entering the hill via these little mounds. i get the feeling there is a lot of water inside this hill or beneath it, it felt very powerful. i'm loving exploring these hills and keep finding new places that i never knew where there.

i walked in the woods around the bottom of the hill and enjoyed the early spring warmth, watched rabbits, ate a few Primroses, they are so yummy! it was such a gorgeous walk, i felt so at peace, so connected to life, to nature.

 when i got back to the car and drove off i noticed the name of the lane was New Way Lane! that feels like a great message. its time to do things in a new way. The old ways no longer works and it is time for me/us to find our own unique ways through our own lives. we have been doing things the way we think we should be doing it, based on so many outside influences. its time for us to remember who we are and do things in a New Way.

on my home i was blessed to see the rising moon (full tomorrow) hanging low in the early evening sky. dusky blues and a cream coloured moon. totally magical! i wasn't quite done with my trip out, so i drove past my road and followed the moon to the top of the hill, where i was greeted by the most beautiful sun set. these two seemingly opposite energies of night and day hanging in the same space together.

it certainly seems that now is a time of integrating both the light and dark.

so i am going to embrace doing things differently. i desire for my life to change and so i must make changes and try some new expereinces and ways of doing things. yippie! its going to be fun!

so much love to you and i wish you magical days

Today's affirmation again

I connect to the magic of the day

I connect to the magic of my life

I connect to the magic within